Pearl

She said "Hey .. I'm getting engaged". For that anybody would respond saying "Congrats !" ..or "thats awesome !" ..... but ... this stupid idiot... a jackass... or me, said "what? ... again ? " !!

Her reply was.. "not everyone can make it in one go" . She had suffered one broken engagement and was now stepping into a new chapter in life. I, knowing that, just made the person feel uncomfortable to even think what a worthless piece of irrecyclable junk I was.

Its just like a huge dent on your new car. You know, that thing will never be the same again no matter how you repair it and how you paint it.

Why did I do that ? Why does it always happen to me ?

There is a saying which goes .. " A pearl once broken is gone .. and likewise a word once said is gone" . What I've said cannot be unsaid no matter what I do .. or what I say. I have no words to describe how guilty I feel and how much I hate myself now. This is just a tiny attempt to say I am truly sorry for what I said.

You are a real pearl.. a dew drop... always shining and always beautiful. I wish you all the very best and hope there is lots of joy and heavenly feeling in your life. Good luck.