Pearl
She said "Hey .. I'm getting engaged". For that anybody would respond saying "Congrats !" ..or "thats awesome !" ..... but ... this stupid idiot... a jackass... or me, said "what? ... again ? " !!
Her reply was.. "not everyone can make it in one go" . She had suffered one broken engagement and was now stepping into a new chapter in life. I, knowing that, just made the person feel uncomfortable to even think what a worthless piece of irrecyclable junk I was.
Its just like a huge dent on your new car. You know, that thing will never be the same again no matter how you repair it and how you paint it.
Why did I do that ? Why does it always happen to me ?
There is a saying which goes .. " A pearl once broken is gone .. and likewise a word once said is gone" . What I've said cannot be unsaid no matter what I do .. or what I say. I have no words to describe how guilty I feel and how much I hate myself now. This is just a tiny attempt to say I am truly sorry for what I said.
You are a real pearl.. a dew drop... always shining and always beautiful. I wish you all the very best and hope there is lots of joy and heavenly feeling in your life. Good luck.
Her reply was.. "not everyone can make it in one go" . She had suffered one broken engagement and was now stepping into a new chapter in life. I, knowing that, just made the person feel uncomfortable to even think what a worthless piece of irrecyclable junk I was.
Its just like a huge dent on your new car. You know, that thing will never be the same again no matter how you repair it and how you paint it.
Why did I do that ? Why does it always happen to me ?
There is a saying which goes .. " A pearl once broken is gone .. and likewise a word once said is gone" . What I've said cannot be unsaid no matter what I do .. or what I say. I have no words to describe how guilty I feel and how much I hate myself now. This is just a tiny attempt to say I am truly sorry for what I said.
You are a real pearl.. a dew drop... always shining and always beautiful. I wish you all the very best and hope there is lots of joy and heavenly feeling in your life. Good luck.
