Fever
I take out my phone and check for messages. none.
I check my mail . nothing.
No hope.
I check my Facebook. Dunno whats wrong with people nowadays ... all they want is to milk a cow and raise a farm ! Can't you just go to the store and get milk and cereals ! get a life. One dude sends me an invite. "Hey, come join Farmville and become my neighbour. " No thank you ! you stink !
Status updates! another story. Just like spam. Used by many. and some just can't shut up. They are like Let-me-tell-you-what-i-do-every-second . Starting with "I'm waking up" .. "I'm having wheat for breakfast", "I'm stuck in traffic", "It's raining now", you're kidding !! wonderful !! . Just because we all are your friends on facebook we don't have to know that you are taking a piss.
Still no msgs. Gmail refreshes by itself. But still i refresh again. Nope, nothing. I feel sad. Why is this happening.
can't concentrate on work. Restless. Dream. dream. dream.
Lunch time. Not hungry. collegues hog my share too. why is everyone else looking so happy? Or is it that I'm the only one feeling this way.
Again. start dreaming.
Time to go home. I keep checking my mail. Still nothing. No calls either. Nothing. even till I hit the sack at the end of the day.
I feel like I'm all alone. I read the mails again and again. read everything sent to me. again and again. I dream about it all the time. I dream about her all the time.
Not a day goes by without this routine. I've lost 2 kilos already. Its like a fever.
I want to call her and tell her about this fever. but there is a fear which haunts my every step.
I close my eyes and let the fever take over. I dream again. and again.
I check my mail . nothing.
No hope.
I check my Facebook. Dunno whats wrong with people nowadays ... all they want is to milk a cow and raise a farm ! Can't you just go to the store and get milk and cereals ! get a life. One dude sends me an invite. "Hey, come join Farmville and become my neighbour. " No thank you ! you stink !
Status updates! another story. Just like spam. Used by many. and some just can't shut up. They are like Let-me-tell-you-what-i-do-every-second . Starting with "I'm waking up" .. "I'm having wheat for breakfast", "I'm stuck in traffic", "It's raining now", you're kidding !! wonderful !! . Just because we all are your friends on facebook we don't have to know that you are taking a piss.
Still no msgs. Gmail refreshes by itself. But still i refresh again. Nope, nothing. I feel sad. Why is this happening.
can't concentrate on work. Restless. Dream. dream. dream.
Lunch time. Not hungry. collegues hog my share too. why is everyone else looking so happy? Or is it that I'm the only one feeling this way.
Again. start dreaming.
Time to go home. I keep checking my mail. Still nothing. No calls either. Nothing. even till I hit the sack at the end of the day.
I feel like I'm all alone. I read the mails again and again. read everything sent to me. again and again. I dream about it all the time. I dream about her all the time.
Not a day goes by without this routine. I've lost 2 kilos already. Its like a fever.
I want to call her and tell her about this fever. but there is a fear which haunts my every step.
I close my eyes and let the fever take over. I dream again. and again.
